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Hi! 你好！ こんにちは! 안녕하세요! This is a normal teenage girl called KELLY! This girl is enlarging her brain capacity at DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL where she can find the awesomest friends she can find :) Memories from 1Iver'09 and 2Iver'10 would never be forgotten and is now part of 3Houdini'11 and 4Houdini'12... Is part of the most awesome IMBA SQUAD where squadmates and her share so many unforgettable memories :'D Was once a Haig Girl and always a Haig Girl :) Also a KPOP fanatic :3 SNSD! 2PM! Super Junior! Kara! Anything! As long the band ain't that tacky :> I may be weird and all but you can still be my friend! 8D

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Friday, May 27, 2011 // 10:53 PM

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!

A lot of mixed feelings now. Kinda confused I guess though I can't post much of it here. Ask me personally if you must but it still depends whether I want to tell you.

Well, today was NPCC day (dk why they push till today :/) Yea, woke up earlier so that can go school earlier to change.... Changed then went down. Then er something happened (won't say here) then had to prepare for flag raising. Ok I guess, didn't mess up :) Then rushed for classes. Gosh the last time I wore my full u for lessons was UG Day and I was so excited for NPAP for the whole day that I couldn't really pay attention during lessons... Well, no motivation during lessons and felt more like a zombie for the whole day. (Mostly during lessons)

After lessons we were given time to SLACK! Awesome much :> Played with iPhone (haha expected much.) Then the guys keep taking my phone to play the games on them. My phone got that many fun games meh? I find them all kinda boring lol :/ Play too much until sian liao. Then after slacking we cleaned up the classroom. Gosh our class is seriously very dusty and dirty :( Who knows how much dust I have inhaled?? :( Then went down to canteen.

Received report books and stuff and I did BETTER than expected. :> Well, since my teacher told my dad during PTM for me not to be too disappointed if I don't do as well as my friends, I was really really really worried that I did badly that I would be the last few in the class... Hmmm, got higher than class average but I feel that I could have done better. Should really stop slacking and start mugging hard for tests and EOYs. K then got some kind of debrief by the teachers then Ms Pear treated us to icecreammmmmm :) Haha. Slacked and talked and played games while waiting for CCA to start. Then went up so can do reporting etc.

Training: PT. lol I feel that I have not trained up for very long. Couldn't really endure I guess. :/ Shall go and work on that. Then after PT some stuff happened (can't say what) then yea, had to go change to full u again for bersurai. Shall stop here about training. Lots of details are omitted because they are either too sensitive or I really don't want to talk about it. Only can say my morale is really low after today so I don't know how I am going to survive training course. :(

Now for some random reflection over the past half a year: Well, I think I need to work harder. I know myself best and I know that I am a terrible person at working hard, especially in studying. I am the type that only puts in effort in activities I like or activities I feel an extreme need to do well in. But yea, I think I have been slacking off to much. Not studying when I should be. Constant procastination. That has to stop NOW. Shall work extremely hard after training course. No more slacking. No more lazing around. Shall try and finish homework in first 2 weeks and study/revise in the last 2 weeks. Also, I think I am not doing well in CCA. Losing my motivation to stay on actually. I find no more meaning to be so active. No more motivation to do well. I now actually do feel like quitting, but I highly doubt I would do so. I don't want to be the type of person to give up so easily but sometimes, things change, people change, and you end up losing your will to stay on. That's how I feel now and I seriously lose all hope now. If you want more details/reasons, ask me personally.

Shall end here for now lest this post becomes overly boring/wordy.

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